eltesoro

the treasure in the beloved is just a deceiving fetish, the true treasure is the fragile beloved





Slavoj Z.

Displeasure

Sublime..pleasure..is
only possible through the
mediation of displeasure.



Slavoj Z.

dilettante

— dɪlɪˈtanteɪ,-ti, (noun) | A dilettante is defined as a person who cultivates their interests in the arts or any field for the sake of their love and wild passion for said area. Although they do not wish to pursue a professional or expert understanding, their candid, yet temporary commitment to knowledge and art is founded in pure joy.

Baveuse

BAVEUSE – a Québécois expression (feminine singular)

          1. wet, drooling, dripping
          2. arrogant, cocky, cheeky against authority







Crowned with pity

God is chaos
and so
I <3 God.

Little deaths begin
to pile up
inside me,
inside you

I was a
tender object
living in your house.



Sara Sutterlin

Shapiro

III.

It’s not you. It’s what
I’ll do to you. And I can see it
even now, even clutching
at the air around your body, trying
to bring you closer. Once you get
deep enough so that water
swallows light, there are fish
who dangle iridescent lures
before their toothed mouths.
Now listen closely, darling.
Now follow my voice in the dark.
It’s not me. It’s the way
you’ll open for me, your mouth,
your legs, your raw
meat heart.



Ali Shapiro  //   Anglers

Benedicto

I wish I wrote the way I thought
Obsessively
Incessantly
With maddening hunger
I’d write to the point of suffocation
I’d write myself into nervous breakdowns
Manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing
a lot more
than I should



— Benedict Smith